| I GOT A CAR~I GOT A CAR~I GOT A CAR |
[13 Jun 2004|04:13pm] |
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I AM SO HAPPY I HAVE A CAR NOW!!!! i have a 1993 jeep grand cherokee laredo i am so happy with it...yay me!!! even though my dad is a cheap jerk and lied to me on all of the things he was gonna do...but thats ok cuz i dont expect much of anything but let downs from him...im still gonna be happy though!! now i got to go get my license, tags, registration and get the title that yes my dad is holding!!! why i dont know??? did i mention he is a jerk...i feel like offroad jane when i ride in my car...lol...did i mention i love my car...yeah then we were riding around the neighborhood (me, russ and mom) and russ wanted to drive and he started like being ruff with my baby...i was like hey be gentle lol...well i wanna go lay down cuz im tired...no wait i want to say something... Comments wanted:: today when i went to my dads to pick up the car the previous owners were outside the house, and my dads slut bag girlfriend was outside making herself seen and talking to the ppl like she is someone important. Well me and russ were walking up to the house and russell was about 10 feet ahead of me well the skank bag said hi to my brother but as soon as she saw me walking up she turned around and walked in the house very quickly...as if she was running from me. Well my dad came outside and spoke to the ppl and had me sign some stuff and had them sign some stuff and then they left. My father then tells me to come in the house to say hello to the skank bag because she feels very "upset" because i didnt say hi to her. HOLD ON!!! LETS BACK TRACK!! when i was walking up to the house the bitch said hi to russell and then ran in the house. Yet im at fault? im sorry but if he thought that i was gonna run up to her with my arms flailing screaming "WAIT!, SAY HELLO TO ME! GIVE ME A HUG" he is out of his damn mind!!! So anywho i went in the house against my will and every time he told her to come over to him she responded rudely with "IM DOING SOMETHING RIGHT NOW or IM IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING" when he finally got her attention and told her to say hi to me she said " ok, well how many more times do i have to say hi to her geesh" and then she stormed out of the house. Suprisingly her daughter was very nice to me...i dont know i might just meet her daughter to do a lil conversating..
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| Why me????? |
[10 Jun 2004|10:54pm] |
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ya well i went to go check out that mustang today...well turns out that the owner is a total hottie and his name was surge...damn i cannot explain how hott he was...and since i cant drive stick he test drove it for me and it was wonderful...i was thinking more about him than i was the car...hehe...he was so fine!!!!i could like slap myself...anywho well i call al afterward and he was like oh you dont need a v8 stick shift your gonna get into trouble and i was like yeah your right...so yeah im still looking for a mustang...and then yeah for all the beeyatches that said insurance on a mustang is high for an 18 year old, i have something to say to you YOUR WRONG!!! YEAH IT HURTS TO HEAR THAT YOUR WRONG!!! YEAH ITS MORE THAN AFFORDABLE SO YEAH BITE ME!!!!!! i just want a cool car why cant i get one i deserve it dammet...i dont even want to talk about cars anymore cuz everytime i do i get depressed about it...and im tired of being tired of talking about it...but yeah more about surge, he was so fine my gosh i just could tackle him...geesh i hate my life i need a hot guy like that....why not me...oh wait i dont deserve someone like that i deserve a guy like fat bastard from austin powers...ahhhh...i gotta work tomorrow and i dont know what time i think i will just go in with russell...i saw harry potter well the new movie, it rocked...yeah it did...im on my own formulated diet, i work at wendys and i havent eaten anything fried in 5 days...yes im a pro...lol...yeah right...any who...im gonna go check some sites so peace <3 me
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[09 Jun 2004|08:03pm] |
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HADEYAH THE JOURNAL LOOKS AWESOME!!!!
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| I FOUND IT!!!! |
[09 Jun 2004|07:55pm] |
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well i went to work today and it was definetly a long day...ruby's brother took a turn for the worst so now she had to go to the hospital cuz he might not make it thru the night...i will pray for her...when me and russ were on our way home we decided to look at this mustang we were hearing about..we went a couple of days ago and couldnt find it but today we found out that we didnt go up the road far enough...the guy who told us that it was there said it was only 11/2 up the road yeah try 5 miles...so we found it and its a 94 mustang gt and its for sale for 5100 obo...i called al and he told me a couple things to look at and then i called my dad "satan" and he was the perfect person for optimism how bout not...and of course he told me every negative thing that he could think of...so W/E I DONT CARE WHAT HE THINKS i am going to call the insurance place tomorrow just for an idea on what the insurance will be and i will even change jobs just to afford that car...its a 5 speed though and that is something i will have to learn how to drive...BUT YEAH well ev i heard about your explosion in the car all i could say was "go evan" lol...i shouldnt say that i will probably get in trouble...lol...aight well jacob and his mom are here to eat dinner with us so i am gonna go do that...wish me luck with the car....WITH ANY CAR
<3 me
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[06 Jun 2004|09:35pm] |
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Note to all: WARM VANILLA SUGAR body lotion from bath and body works is to die for it will make you wanna bite yourself GO GET IT!!!
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[06 Jun 2004|09:26pm] |
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well i went to work this weekend...pretty boring...had some fun...i wouldnt go into depth on here...i went to church this morning...yay for me i felt good about that...came home, eric and russ were here and then eric started the chain cigar smoking and he just now left so what does that say about me? i smell like a giant ash tray and my allergies are acting up...so yeah goin to work tomorrow...i get to see kema YAY!!!! i just dont see her enough...i got a new stereo its small and mad cool...hehe cuz i rock...gotta go i smell drty!!!! <3 me
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| Get a car my ASS!!!! |
[03 Jun 2004|08:49pm] |
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note to self: **depend on no one but myself do not depend on anyone but myself** dad doesnt care no one cares
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| Im getting a car |
[28 May 2004|12:08am] |
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Im gettting a car i just cant believe it...my dad called me this morning and was like im coming to pick you up...and i was like why cuz russ needs to take me to graduation practice, and he was like well i will take you and all but i am going to pick you up so we can go look at a car. So being confused i was like ok fine lets go...so we went to this like junk yard and there was an 89 Jeep Cherokee for sale and i was like ok...it has a brand new paint job and its good on gas mileage and what not so i was like ok..so my dad said that he would trade the guy some "junk" for the jeep and i was like hmmmm there has got to be a catch...im not sure what it is...and i dont understand the reason why he took me to look at a car but i think it is b/c he is selling his house and he isnt going to be around to be my driver for everywhere i need to go, so we shall see, i really hope that he gets it for me cuz i really need a vehicle and this one seems like a keeper...tomorrow we are going to go test drive it and i am praying that it will still be there and i am praying that i will bring it home tomorrow but more than likely not and there might be a chance that it isnt there...so we will see and i am going to hope for the best...
i also went to graduation practice and it was so gay...everyone in my half of the alphabet kept going into the wrong lines and it was just such a long process...hopefully it will go smoothly saturday...i spent the rest of the day with shakema and ashley, i got the grad tickets i needed, and we say shrek and ashley left like an hour ago...so yeah im tired, your tired of reading and im going to go to bed <3 me
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| back to wendys |
[26 May 2004|04:11pm] |
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well within a few hours i will be at work...i will have to put up with michael and that new manager...but william will be there and he is crazy funny...i love working with him cuz hes real nice and we are always laughin...**note to self call evonia on break tonight**, hopefully they wont put me on front counter but knowing my luck since im staying till ten they will...graduation practice is tomorrow and im looking forward to it but there are a few ppl i dont want to see...they will remain nameless...or lets say she will remain nameless...im watchin prom date on mtv its so gay...but its something to watch...i guess, im hungry but i dont need to eat anything... i hope tonight there is a hot guy that comes in and wants to give me his number...you wanna here something crazy...this guy came up to front counter and wanted candice's number and stuff but candice isnt pretty or anything and im like why didnt he say anything to me?? SO CONFUSED!!!! well i am going to go now and wallow in my self pity...peaces <3 me
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| I GOT NEW SHOES |
[24 May 2004|05:27pm] |
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i got some new sandals/heels today they are so cute....i saw them and had to have them of course they were pretty cheap...hehe...well ashley called me today and told me that cap and gown was tomorrow and i was like no its wednesday and then i called the school and low and behold its tomorrow i was like well the calendar they gave out has a typo...dammet...and i cant go to work tomorrow cuz i got to do that shit...so i got to call joe tonight to see if i can work tomorrow night with kema...well i kinda got a tan from the beach...kinda...im burnt but i will tan...im just concerned with my shoes and how cute they are...hehe can we say dumb brunette..ah well...i really wanna call sam cuz i havent talked to him in like ever but that is only because i have been screening his calls and ignoring them...and thats only because i felt he was calling too much...man i am so weird what is wrong with me...ahhh...well jenn just texted me and was like "are we friends" and i was like ya...i just dont know what to do with her sometimes...she drives me absolutely crazy but i still love her...well i need to go call someone cuz i need to talk so yeah gotta go.... <3 me
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| im sad |
[24 May 2004|11:03am] |
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today is russells last day of work....i didnt get to work with him cuz joe is a jerk and didnt schedule me...:-( but look on the bright side he is going to get a better start on his career...im also going to the beach today to get bronzed...hehe...im getting too white so hopefully i can catch some rays...i also am going to look for a new stereo even if its small cuz minez is a big piece of crap...hopefully that will work out also...wish i could take kema to the beach but cant she is too far away..i need my own car but dont have the money..well gotta quit complaining cuz momz wants to leave... later <3 me
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| IM GRADUATING |
[24 May 2004|12:30am] |
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well i think i rocked my exams and my last day was may 18 (tuesday) and it was bitter sweet...sad to leave my underclassment friends and not sad to leave my fellow seniors cuz i am going to see them at cap and gown, graduation practice and graduation so i have plenty of time to see them...my journal is finally taking shape...**hadeyah rocks** !!! i have like no hours at work this week so joe (manager) will be hearing my wrath...the dude i like at my job is turning out to be defined as like this player and is really bad as far as i have been told..good for him i guess, bad for me cuz i like him...oh well i have given up on relationships...i am going by the philosopy that one day i will meet the guy of my dreams and he will approach me and it will be like a movie, cuz i am tired of taking initiative and not getting what i want so F**K it...plain and simple...my best* shakema is coming to work at my job with me, but it doesnt look like we will be working together cuz she is gonna work nights and im on day crew cuz i dont have a car and its "CONVENIENT" for everyone else...im so tired of hearing that i want things to be convenient for me for once...well i need 12 tickets for graduation and they only give us 10 so hopefully my friends will have extra...or i will hear the wrath of my family...we are having a party on sat after the ceremony and i am hoping evonia will come...she has been such a great friend to me and i want her to be there...she is having her baby soon...im gonna be an auntie..lol j/k...i saw "you got served" great movie for us dancers...i loved it...i watched it like 10 times...well tomorrow which at this time is today i am going to go to the beach when the sun comes up...lol...and get a tan cuz i am getting white..and we (mom and i) are gonna bring a cake to work cuz its russells last day he is going to further his cooking career and work for Fridays to get more experience....it will be a sad sad day cuz he has been here for like 3 years....**russ i will miss working with u** :^( im so sad....i got a new cellie though i got the new VX6000 from verizon its a camera phone and its way cool...im not taking as many pictures ans i thought i would..ya know...eh...w/e it still rocks well i need rest so i gotz to go <3 me
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| GRAD NITE ROCKED |
[02 May 2004|07:34pm] |
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i had such a great time at grad nite. So many hot guyz did i mention so many hot guyz. then i was dancing with this one guy...good lord he was fine...omg!! all we did was club that nite it was great...i danced with jamar alot but he was like a freakin leach...but man i had a good time....i want to go back..club beach was off the chain...so many hot guyz so so so many hot guyz good lord..geesh i cant get over it...why does westwood have no hot guys..i mean why...omg they were so hot....i just cant express how hot they were...ahhh!!! ev when ur a senior GO TO GRAD NITE!!!!
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| Too much STRESS |
[28 Apr 2004|02:40pm] |
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well i finally got my scores from the ACT and they are not the scores i was looking for...i passed but not by enough to get bright futures so now i have to make plans to go to IRCC to take the CPT to see if if do better on that then i did on the ACT and if i dont do better then i have to re-schedule to take the ACT...another messed up thing is that i stayed home today cuz i woke up too late to go to the bus...i have to leave the house by 5:50 and i didnt wake up until 6:00 so yeah i was pretty much screwed up...and then my mom called into school for me and ms sokol gave her this crap about how i cant miss any more school....so i was like whatever i only have like 16 more days so i mine as well go right...well i need to go wallow in my own self pity and hope the things get better...even though i shouldnt be that upset right cuz things could be worse....xoxoxo <3 me
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| I HAVE RETURNED |
[27 Apr 2004|11:45am] |
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yeah i know it has been a long time since i have posted but thats ok i have had a lot of things to do...prom went well we had a good time i wish that it could have been nicer but you know its never going to be what you expect it to be. i still wouldnt have traded it for the world...a good thing happened though, i had to work the saturday night after prom and i thought it was going to suck or whatever but it didnt...i actuallly met someone :-) when i was at work that night i met one of the new employees and his name is Matt..He was mad cool and i had a really good time with him....so that was last week
i worked another friday night and i once again got to work with matt and it was just so nice...he is like a really cool chill person and i had once again another good night with him...we went over to the store together on break and got to spend some time alone..and then i was on sandwhiches all night and he was on grill so i got to hang with him the whole nite..it was mad cool and the more i got to know him the more i noticed that he is like perfect for me....he is exactly what i want....i dont know its just something about him...so the next day i talked to kia and he said he was going to put on his "dectective skillz" and find out some info for me...so once again i will see him this friday and im hoping that if he finds out that i like him or whatever that the feeling is mutual...i think it is atleast, from the signals i was getting...so anywho...i will stop for now cuz i am about to get out of volunteering and i have some other things to do..im tired, hungry and i want to go home
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[12 Apr 2004|11:19am] |
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prom in in like 4 days...i cant believe the months just flew by....i cant wait to go i think i will have a good time...yay
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[11 Apr 2004|09:44pm] |
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i am so pissed that i dont know what to do with myself...i am trying to keep my self fom bitching out everyone around me god help me, god help me, god help me, god help me
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[10 Apr 2004|09:33pm] |
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hey i know i havent updated in like a billion minutes,days and hours but hey im a busy girl....well went to work today...was boring...ummm got ready to go home and my stalker wanted a ride to work tomorrow from russ..he's not really my stalker but he like majorly flirts with me and is married with 2 kids...ya creepy...hey ev i want ur peeps to do that to my journal
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[22 Mar 2004|10:21pm] |
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did you gets the gifts yet??
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[20 Mar 2004|06:32pm] |
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hey had a good day got my prom dress its looks good...got into a fight with my dad about that skank ho wendy....talking to some old friends again its nice...ah well gotta run .....
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